
now you just got me thinking tt i have to blog immediately or not the thoughts would have drift to the back of my head.
heyyy, i just want you to noe, that this special bond we all hold in our hearts really means alot to me, and i really dont want you to give it all up just like this, if i even had a chance and if i were you, i would really want to make things work instead. our frenship held so long is defintely not a coincedence and its ald amazing how we could even last this long. so pls pls, dont give it all up like this alright. once you really make your decision, and if it turns out smth i'm hoping it dosent turn out to be, i'm quite sure that there'll be smth lacking in this frenship, and its gonna be like smth's missing and things will no longer be the same, no more as perfect or complete as it used to be.you make up a significant part of this frenship and you're rly smth and a part of us. i must agree with u, that things are changing among us all, but its also prob just a reminder or a wake up call for us to treasure wad we have, and things that we can no longer get once again once we let go of them. its difficult to find it back again, and once we let go, the pain and misery and regret is gonna be difficult for us all. so dude, i really want you to think abt it again. think it thru abt wad you really want.
i dont want you to leave
lets make things work
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i noe i havent been blogging properly for so long, cos lately even after exams things are just tiring me down and when i sit in front of the com, nothing comes into my mind to blog. so i'll catch this moment to blog abt the things that happened lately.
ohoh, went to orchard with liyue and amanda on mon. the pics are uploaded in my fb! maybe later if i feel like it or have time then i shall upload here or smth. it was really cool., i must say we had a lot of fun camwhoring hur(; and amanda, thanks for being our part time camera man since you didnt want to be in the shots. hoho.
gosh. guides spf day camp is coming up, next mon to thu, hopefully i dont die over the days. esp with tent pitching and plus, chinese tuition every alt nite can kill me, so tiringggg! ): oh man. but i am also looking forward to some parts of the hols after chinese olevels. perak trip, family trip and youth camp! woots! ok yes i must admit i may be freaking out abit for perak trip but i'm looking forward to it at the same time cos i told myself i'm gonna approach the adventure with an eager and positive spirit. hoho. yes yes charlotte is so looking forward to the trip to the reputed haunted castle, the waterfall abseiling down 15m, the trip to the place full of stray dogs, the hotel near the forest, the lodge we're gonna stay that is full of leaches, cave exploration that is full of bats hanging down from the cave that we have to get down on our knees and crawl in the mud. oh gosh. ok but the thing i AM really looking forward to without freaking out for is the white water rafting. woootts!(: yay, ok but for the rest i still want to uptake my challenge and enjoy the adventure man! && plus after that, family trip to bangkok is gonna rawk cos i'm gonna spludge,. yay(:
ok now that i really start picking up blogging i realise i have so many things to say over the days. argh if only i had a good state of mind to do so. now everything can pour out in one loonnngg post.
just now i went to j8,supposed to buy logists for spf camp with edna and beaunice. woah, and when i reached there, they got everything ald. luo ting was there too. so i just had to help carry things back from bishan and travel all the way back to pasir ris again. argh.
just now was doing my chinese bao zhang. i havent wrote my yin xiang yet and i suddenly feel like blogging so here i am. so i dont think i'll go online again to nite, maybe only after i'm done with my compo and maybe another of my chinese practise paper or smth. gosh, still have to do my tent pitching stuff! but hey, guess it'll all pay off after the sec1 and 2 guides learn it in spf camp. jiayou us(:
ytd was quite an interesting nite, esp when things start to get more evident of how obsess (gal) is with (guy) hahaha. i cant say the names here or ppl might start killing me if they see this. safety precautions. but its interesting how each sceneario gets more exciting and how it piece into a story. hey the story hasnt end yet and i so want to noe wads the ending soon. ok maybe that'll be like in 6 months or more.
haha still, thanks gillian for sharing all the interesting moments with me. like how you send that msg, omg its still making me laugh when i think of wad you did hahaha!
hmm lets see wad else can i blog abt
ohoh, i still cant believe i typed so freaking much on msn to yr that he's like the first person that i've finished my msg history tt i've to start a new one. and that's like only over a spend of how many months since my com revived from the virus? argh. but its cool and i'm so not complaining abt it, all the best for results dude!(:
and oh yes, adrian, dont sleep too late alright! jiayou with your ncc stuff i noe you can do this, its just for a short time and i noe you're gonna pull thru!
hmmmm. joey's bdae is coming in like5 more hours! yay.
this is like one of the longest posts i've ever written, somemore no photo spam sia. not bad charlotte!
Lord i want to rely on You even more now
so take my life and let it be
as i look up to you as my tower. shelter and refuge
you'll forever be my very present help in time of need
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
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