spent the whole day doing math
trigoooooo

aft tt i fell asleep for 2 hours, ate dinner, then went online.

i promised myself i wont go there anymore, but apparently i was too curious. the emotional turns start again.

searched frantically to see if sam has gone offline. she hasnt, sighed in relieve, so immediately went to talk to her. before that i went to dawn's blog, and chanced upon a song i used to sing in church last time, and now its playing in my head and it totally reflects how i feel now. talking to sam rly helps. she listens(: i feel so much better.

felt calmer.

starts blogging.




when i saw wad you wrote there, once again i was overwhelmed with emotions again. i noe i did wrong too, it was it was my fault undeniably. though i noe we havent been talking much for rly rly long, yes i'm feeling more lonely and smth in my life's just gone. i've definately learned from it, and its just so heart warming to see all of you become even more closer. i want to be part of the team again, but if God really dosent want it to happen, and everything seems best the way it is now, i will let go. i'm praying for you too everyday.


into your hand
i commit again
with all i am
for You Lord

You hold my world
in the path of Your hand
and I'm forever Yours

Jesus i believe in You
Jesus i belong to You
You're the reason that i live
the reason that i sing
with all i am

i'll walk with You
wherever You go
through tears and joy
I'll trust in You

and i will live
in all of Your ways and
Your promises forever

i will worship i will worship You forever



Lord i dont noe wad to feel now
i just need a miracle
guide me thru the right way
open her heart
and show Yourself strong through it all