its this rare opportunity nows adays where i tell myself i should blog today but in the end when i use the com i cant drag myself to blog, cos the words just cant come out. its that struggling thing. hoho.


anyways, today was quite reviving. after church. went home. study chem (hopefully i rmb my stuff). did two log question and i couldnt get the correct answers. gave up. and went jogging with priya. not bad not bad. its been really long since i jog so properly. jogging sessions in sch are kinda like me dragging myself to jog. but this time is the "i want to" mood. yay.

finally i recovered aft being sick for one week. i slept at 9 on thu and friday. not bad hoho.

my revision's going rly terribly so the next time i need to, erhm, report to yr (HAHA its an inside story) i rly dunno how to compare to his super super fast speed in revision. he still has so much free time to go online and slack hur(;

its funny how sometimes we cant define how we feel of another person, and when you dunno wad to feel. when he's ald decided smth else and you've kinda go with it, but at the same time, cant completely live with it. it's confusing and can drive ppl nuts. hoho(:


hey dude, seriously get a life yeah. let others see the real man in you, and they'll love you for that i'm sure. there's better opportunities for you next time, really(: steady and dont rush yourself!


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i think i noe wad you're up to, and i'm just being myself. pls pls pls,that move totally gave yourself away! but still, i'm letting things take its way and stay calm and cool(: